Hujung MInggu

Hujung minggu...

1st=yay!!!
2nd=suka!!!dpt rehat!!!
3rd=gembira!!!sbb dpt extra masa untuk tidur..hehe..
4th=sedih...=( sbb bnyak notes nk study..waahhh!!!
5th=penat,+_+ sbb bju brlambak nk cuci..

tp..apa yg penting?weekend dh tiba!!!hoorayy!!!
minggu ni mmg memenatkan, dgn lecturenya, pbl, and demo..fuhh..tak kisah sgtlh dgn suma tu,asalkan dpt gain knowledge! It's a small price to pay for the future,hehe..
rasanya msing2 ada plan nk buat time hjung mggu ni, rehat, enjoy, 'facebook'ing, blogging, exercise, makan2, mcm lg lh..x bleh nk pikir lg apa possibility nya..

masa demo kelmarin, saya sempat ambik gmbar budak yg trtidur..hehe..kt bwh ni gmbr dia,tp xleh bg thu nama dia lh..seorg hmba Allah..

dia ni trlampau fokus kot, smpai trtidur. sebenarnya ramai lg yg tidur(trmasuk saya..haha..) tp x smpt nk ambik gmbr..mmglh tidur, bkn main lama lg demo tu..takpa, small price,hehe..

ok,till next time.

Unbelievable!!!

salam..these two cats live in desa murni (DM2) and they always drifting their four soft legs around 1st floor. One thing special about them is they always wandering together no matter where they go or what they do. What a lovely sibling cats they are. But I always wondering, how did they survive? Where did they get their food to eat? I thought they get their food by the usual way, I mean someone just give them any remaining of their lunch or what so ever. To my surprise, there are really someone in this desa who really have a very kind heart, giving these two siblings cat's food somewhat like whiskers. May Allah bless him for his good deeds. Actually, I know this Hamba Allah but I never thought he's that kind of guy. Well, don't judge a book by its cover, right? This picture was taken when I was on my way to my room and he is feeding those cats. Then he just go and walk by. I think he didn't notice me, that's why he suddenly make his move when he saw me. Anyway, keep your good deeds and those two cats will always be happy with your deeds.

Misjudge

All this while, I thought I understand them. Walking alongside them to pursue our own goal of interest. Of course, we have the same goal but different skills. We talk, chat, play, laugh, jokes and many more among ourselves. I really thought we understand each other because we are friends...All I do is try to give them what I think is best suite them and I never think what is really they want. The consequence that I get the worst part. After that, we lost our promise called 'friends'. I think about it deeply, what I've done wrong?Why do we have to end our friendship!?If I'm the one who's wrong, then why they refuse to accept my apology?From time to time, I always thinking,what part of me that lead to this.I know that I'm who doesn't give so easily, but time does not become the remedy that I wish for.I failed to find the answer...but now, I realize what I have done wrong. If this is what they want, then I'll accept it as they are. I'll wait till they approved our promise called 'friends', no matter how long it takes. 

p/s : am I really bad at making friends? :)

Have I changed?

Childhood

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according to my mother, she doesn't know at what age that I was able to speak. The reason is that I tend to listen to other people conversation and remain silent.

 

Primary school

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I like to speak and my primary skill is quarrel(lol) but with my own brothers only. When it comes to other people, I like to remain silent waiting for the others to complete their chat. I don't know why I didn't join their conversation. I like to talk and chat with my own brothers, but when it comes to others it's the opposite. It's like the human body autonomic regulation, giving different respond towards different stimuli. Maybe I spend most of my time with my brother at home?could be..

Secondary school

                                                                        -form 5-

phase one : form 1-3

When I take my seat in the class, the first thing that I do is silent. But, I started to talk with my classmates so with my other friends. This time, I live in hostel. Maybe it is true that I spend most of my time at home, that is the reason for me to talk more with my brothers rather than my own friends. When I started to live in hostel, I met with people from all walks of life. But, myself at home who like to talk still the same. Its just myself at school, I mean outside my home, that stated to changes. Ofcourse me, myself didn't realize that changes that time. Or maybe its associated with 'seeking self identity'?, as I heard from others. Because that time, I was about to explore 'youth era'. Could it be?

phase two: form 4-5

I started to changes, I can tell it because myself at home was being more SILENT! I trully can't believe it when I think it back now.fuuhh... At school? Well, ofcourse changes of being more 'adult' rather 'childish'(really?hahaha). I mean, no more nonsense jokes with my friends, there is, but sometimes only. Reason?ofcourse due to reorganazation of the class. Almost everyone in the school that time was saying I am 'pendiam'. Really meh? I never admit it up till now,hohoho...

KML

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As time goes by, so do me..Did I changed during my life as matriculation student ? I'm not really sure about that, maybe a little bit but from other aspect. I can't tell it either. But, for real, matric life is really difficult. Syukur that I pass it though. hehe..opss, myself at home! I do changes a bit but at least not too quiet as before,hehe..

USMKK

 -HTD-

I changed a lot. No more quiet, shy Lihin now. I don't know how, but I'm no longer my old self. I can't say myself at home since its been a long time I didn't step my foot in the Land of Hornbill. What ever changes me, I do believe that's all From Allah. He knows Better than me and anyone else. I'm hoping that I'll keep up with my present self. Wassalam.

Still Far Away

                          

Assalamualaikum and peace be upon,

As time goes by, our life still goes on until THAT MOMENT comes. But, we never think that moment would be very close to us. So close, even ourself didn't realize its presence. Whether we realize it or not, its always be at our side we ever we go. It does not just started when we woke up early in the morning, it's already stated in the Qada' and Qadar. Only HE knows when is the time. As one of HIS creation, it's natural(fitrah) for us to be prepare for the upcoming moment. But, before the moment comes, our journey so with our life are still far away.

In this 21st century world, obstacles and difficulties are coming like the ocean wave striking the seashore. We always get busy with our daily life activities from early in the morning as the sun are about to shine its golden ray until night has come whenever sun is losing its ray. Studying, working, meeting, and a lot more, all of them require high rate of focus. Sometimes, we get too focus on certain activity and then we realize time already pass very quickly. Almost everyone already experience such situation whenever our passion is fully optimized. We always heard, 'life isn't fair' and we always blame on other thing on particular event that occur. Our life is shape by our own hand, if we were to say life isn't fair, we were actually blaming ourselves but in the same time we keep blaming others. 'We are only able to plan, Allah will give out the result', so what we really need to do is plan carefully while in the same time Istiqamah in our Doa to HIM.

Yet, its still far away. Life must goes on, only our own strong will are able to keep us standing and ofcourse with HIS guide. But sometimes, we feel unrestless. Something bothering us but we can't figure it out, and even if we try many times through various means we still feel unrestless. Unrestless inside ourself, affecting our action on others unconciously which giving us more pressure. We come to our sense to seek for HIS help, putting aside all of our problem. Every moment, our heart is in the remembrance of HIM. We do everything we could affort to put ourself in calmness. Yet, we still feel lack of something. We already do everything on the manuals, i'tiqaf, solat sunat, qiamullail, doa days and night. What are we still lack of? Eventhough THAT MOMENT seem to be very far away from our senses as well as our sight, the truth is its very close and we are running out of our time. Whether we realize it or not, we already done our rights to Allah but what about to human? Especially our own brothers and sisters, did we already done our rights to them? That question could only be answer by ourself because others can't see what lies deep in our heart.

For some individual, maybe they have other thoughts on this situation depending on their status. Problems and difficulties could be totally different for different individuals. It's up to us to shape our own life. Everything already stated in the manuals as well as tazkirah(commemoration) that we have in our knowledge. Whatever we do, wherever we go, the term still far away only a fantasy which blind our sight from the true aim as HIS creation. Keep saying, It is Not Far, Just Aside Us all the Time. Wassalam.